The Open Hour
One hour, once a month.
You bring what you're actually sitting with after your awakening — I answer it live.
Who this is for
You've seen something real. A kundalini activation, a non-dual glimpse, an identity that came apart and didn't quite go back together.
And now you're trying to hold down a job, a relationship, a family — with a nervous system that runs on different rules than it used to.
You can't unsee what you saw, but you can't function the way you used to either
The people around you don't have a frame for what happened to you
You've read Adyashanti, Angelo, Tolle — and you still don't know what to do on a Tuesday morning
Something in the body is still running: heat, pressure, waves, insomnia, emotions that won't land
Your awakening broke your daily life. This hour is about getting it back — without losing the depth you just found.
What participants are saying
“Yes, I got to a place a few months ago, where the boundary between inner and outer world dissolved.
However was still the perception of a centre. And the mind must have held some expectation that the ego would disappear next.
However, during your pointing yesterday there was something about your wording ‘slipping from small self to big self’ that pushed me out of the centre.
The ego remains as part of the totality but is only a tiny part of the Self.”
-Erlend-
What actually happens
I open with one thing. Ten minutes on whatever is showing up most in the calls and emails that month — stabilizing, the fear of losing function, energetic overwhelm, what to tell your partner.
Then it's yours. You put your question in — out loud or in the chat. I answer it directly. Not a general teaching. Your actual situation.
You don't have to speak. Most people come the first time and just listen. That counts. A lot of what people need is to hear someone else describe the thing they thought only they had.
Who I am
I'm Kees. I went through this myself and it took me years to find solid ground — mostly because there was almost no one who could speak to both sides of it: the reality of what opened, and the ordinary problem of getting through a work week.
Now I work with people in exactly that gap. High-functioning people who had a real awakening and now can't get their life to fit around it.
One hour. Bring the real question.
Free, live, once a month. Register here.