Still struggling after a spiritual or kundalini
awakening?

I help you stabilize, dissolve what's in the way, and actually function again at work, in your relationships or as a parent.

You've seen something real.
But the life you built doesn't fit anymore.

You had a career. Relationships. A life that worked. Then something shifted, and the person who held all of that together started dissolving.

Maybe it happened in meditation. Maybe it was a ceremony. Either way, you now see through things you used to take seriously, and the gap between what you know and how you live is getting harder to ignore.

You don't want to go back. But you haven't found the way forward yet.

Therapists don't understand what happened to you. Spiritual teachers tell you to just surrender deeper. The people closest to you think you're going through a phase.

What you want is simple: to live and work and relate to people from what's real, without pretending, without burning everything down, and without doing it alone.

What changes with the right support

  • The overwhelm settles. Not because you push it down, but because you learn how to be with what's moving without it running your life.

  • You show up at work without wearing a mask. Your relationships stop feeling like performances. You find a way to be present with your kids, your partner, your colleagues, without going back to who you were before.

  • Your life works again, grounded in what you now know is true.

  • Understanding how to work with what comes up. You shift into enlightenment, nonduality or no self over time.

How we work together

It starts with a conversation. A free 30-minute call where you tell me what's happening and I'll be honest about whether I can help.

If we're a good fit, we work together 1-on-1 over four months. Sessions are online, in English, and built entirely around your situation. No fixed curriculum.

What that looks like in practice: stabilizing your nervous system so you can function, understanding what's actually happening to you, looking at some core themes that have arisen and building a daily life that reflects what you now see

Portrait of Kees Blok, nondual coach supporting life after awakening integration.

About Kees

In 2016, sitting in an office in Amsterdam, something shifted. What was left was clarity, peace, and the quiet knowing that the life is the purpose. There is no bigger blessing than to live.

What nobody told me was that the shift doesn't stop there. During my partner's pregnancy, everything intensified. Kundalini energy surged through my system. I could hardly work. I couldn't think straight. I had a life to hold together and I could barely get through a trip to the supermarket without needing to lie down for the rest of the day.

I spent years navigating that integration. Meditation, somatic work, shadow work, and more wrong turns than I care to count.

Now I help people who are where I was: you've seen something real, and you need your life to work again. I'm not a therapist. I'm a coach who has been through the full cycle and knows the way through.

What others are saying

Ready to find your way forward?

A free 30-minute conversation. You tell me what's happening.
I'll tell you honestly whether I can help.

β€œHe helps me grow much faster.” -Mark

Free β€’ Online β€’ 30 min